I don't say
I don't say it out loud,
don't even whisper quietly.
I neither shout nor scream,
even if I made you drink to get you drunk
You wouldn't remember it anyway
what I dreamed of
So I don't
I don't ask
I don't ask it straight out
not even when you stay with me,
when the night darkens
The others have gone away
I wonder what you're still doing there
So I don't
Again we're kissing
like the two beautiful ever can
Again we're loving
You say all the right things about me
And I'm scared that anyway I'm not the one
Anyway I'm not the one for you
I won't hold
I won't hold on to you
Won't even accidently lightly touch
I won't rip or grab you
Even though you're clearly leaning
Following a movie
Pretending to be intense
So I don't
I don't look
I don't look at you for long
Not even when I see you
Rolling up your sleeves
And coming across the hall
I'm scared you're going to ask for someone else
So I don't
Again we're kissing
Like the two beautiful ever can
Again we're loving
You say all the right things about me
And I'm scared that anyway I'm not the one for you
Anyway I'm not
Anyway I'm not the one
Anyway I'm not
The one for you