En büyük hatanım [English translation]

Shouldn't have I crossed paths with you?

Shouldn't you have met me?

I wish I died at that very moment...

then you wouldn't look at me like this.

If only I could go back to that first day,

wish our eyes met again.

Had I known I would soon die,

I wouldn't have looked at you like that.

I'd thought I could do it

and you'd believed in me.

I should've stayed with myself,

I was wrong from the very beginning.

Now I'm your biggest mistake,

different from that man you used to know.

Even though you remember me and get upset,

I'm on your mind with every breath.

Now I'm your biggest mistake,

different from that man you used to know.

Appear before me and say whatever you want,

I'm okay with it even if you kill me.

I wouldn't fall down had you grabbed me by my hand,

I wouln't be sulking like a kid.

But I wouldn't leave your side.

Shame, turns out I couldn't suffice you.