I can’t handle these pressures;
all I can say is this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I’m always trying my hardest
not to pick myself apart
This energy’s killin my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind,
too much going on at the same time
I wish it would stop and I’ve tried
but life just sucks then we all die
That’s just reality, yeah, don’t lie to me
Yeah, I’m fucked up, but I don’t wanna be
I wonder if I’m good enough
or maybe I’ve had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I’m drowning up my sorrows
There’s rules I’ll never follow,
pretend there’s no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Wish I could erase my memories,
so I could stop feeling so empty
I wish this shit wasn’t so tempting
but it’s hard to resist when there’s plenty
Of things I could do to fuck me up
I wanna let go but I’m feelin so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup,
and sit here alone hopin no one disrupts
That’s just reality, yeah, don’t lie to me
Yeah, I’m fucked up, but I don’t wanna be
I wonder if I’m good enough
or maybe I’ve had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I’m drowning up my sorrows
There’s rules I’ll never follow,
pretend there’s no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
My body’s shakin'
My head is achin'
It feels like my heart is breakin'
My body’s shakin'
My head is achin'
I can’t fix this mess I’m makin'
But I’m empty inside, yeah I’m empty inside
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die
Yeah I’m empty inside, I just don’t feel alive
And I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die