I have felt so alone for such a long time with her/
I have drowned my lust in blue King's* and red wine/
And in private night with Sade's "By Your Side" on repeat/
She and I/
Maybe one of us should just hit "delete"/
I've really tried everything so that we could remain/
But I can't go on, I'm devastated inside/
And when we fought she turned everything around, I just don't get her/
I got so frustrated, I came THIS close to hitting her/
because I was so powerless, didn't feel she was my girl/
I miss being naked with her, candle light dinners/
Wanted to kiss her and wanted to touch her/
Seduce her, ask her what she wanted me to do to her/
But she said nothing, she did nothing/
I felt that I gave her so much, she gave me so little in return/
I've told her, I can't go on like this/
I'm too young now, I can't live this way/
Because I love her more than she loves me/
Damn it, I just want her to be happy/
even if it is with someone else/
[Chorus]
Because I/
gave her all my love, she gave so little back/
I gave her all my time, she gave so little back/
I gave her all I had, she gave so little back/
Now I can't go on/
I have followed her through everything, even when she fell/
And I have given up everything for her/
But I love her more than she loves me/
I have to leave her/
[Verse 2]
What do I really know about love, what the hell do I have to say/
I just know that there is something very special about that girl/
Something that made me do things I never thought I'd do/
Something that made me feel like I had never felt before/
Something that took my breath away when I looked into her eyes/
Something that I can't describe when she and I were naked/
Something that made me wonder if I'd ever meet a girl who was even half as wild as her/
Something that made me love her, made me call her baby/
Something that made me dream about the same girl every night/
Something that made me feel like I had it all, something that made me happy/
Something that made me want to leave it all behind and take her with me/
Something that made me someone else, I could disappear completely/
If it made me more of a man, more of boy, I don't really know/
I couldn't recognize myself anymore, I would sacrifice everything for her/
There was only one choice for me/
I had to leave her
* Brand of cigarettes