I have felt so alone, for so long time with her
Have drowned my desire in ”blue kings” (cigarette brand) and red wine
And in private night with Sade’s ”by your side” on repeat
Her and I
Maybe one of us should press ”delete” (as in the key on the computer)
I have really tried everything so that we could remain (together)
But i cant do it anymore, i am broken inside
And whenever we argued, she turned everything around, i can not understand her
Got so frustrated, i was SO close to hitting her
Because i was so powerless, it didnt feel like she was my girl
i miss being naked with her, dinners with candle lights
Wanted to kiss her and to touch her
Seduce her, ask her what she wanted me to do to her
But she didnt say anything, she didnt do anything
I feel i given her so much, she gave me so little back
I have told her, i cant stay like this
Im way too young now, i cant live like this
Because i love her more than she loves me
F*ck i just want her to be happy
Even if it has to be with another
[Chorus]
Because I
Gave her my love, she gave so little back
I gave her all my time, she gave so little back
I gave her all i had, she gave so little back
I cant (take it) anymore
I have followed her through everything, even when she fell
And I have surrendered everything, for her
But i love her more, than she loves me
I am going to have to leave her
What do i really know about love, what the hell can i say
The only thing i know is that there was something special about that girl
Something that made me do stuff i have never thought i would do
Something that made me feel like i have never felt before
Something that took my breath away when i looked into her eyes
Something i cant describe, when her and I where naked
Something that made we wonder if i ever
Would meet a girl as wild as her
something that made me love her, made me call her ”treasure” (nickname for someone who means a lot to you)
Something that made me dream about the same girl every night
something that made me feel like i had everything, something that made me happy
Something that made me want to leave everything behind and bring her with me
Something that made to another person, i could completely disappear
If i became more of a man, more of a boy i cant really say
I didnt recognize myself anymore, i would sacrifice everything for her
There were only one solution for me
I had to leave her