Ellu was a bartender
working in the cafe
that had a backroom where we lived for a while
Because I didn't get a job myself
we stayed up during the nights together
I don't know what to do
I guess we have to send the children in a facility
Is anything ever enough in this life
Couldn't the endless spiraling just stop for a while
We too tried to make ourselves believe
that we would get an electrical oven beside the fridge
Ellu always cried at work
that's why she then got fired
and at night we were freezing in the entrance of the ATM
I guess she was pregnant again as well
I stole a jacket for her somewhere
I don't know what to do
The situation made me it's hostage
Is anything ever enough in this life
Couldn't the enormous pressure just stop for awhile
How often you get beaten up
How quickly both the money and the reputation are gone
When Ellu got hit by the cab
that when turning left
didn't use his turn signal, even though he claimed so
It was a modest funeral
I'd like to have a funeral like that too
I don't know what to do
I've already gotten numb to the feeling of misery
Is anything ever enough in this life
Couldn't the endless spiraling just stop for a while
We too tried to make ourselves believe
that we would get an electrical oven beside the fridge
Is anything ever enough in this life
Couldn't the enormous pressure just stop for awhile
How often you get beaten up
How quickly both the money and the reputation are gone
Elina what am I going to do