Ellu was a barista
Working at that one cafe
That's backroom we lived in for a while
As I couldn't get a job for myself
We stayed up many nights together
I have no idea what I'm doing
We'll probably have to send the kids to a facility
Isn't anything enough in life
Couldn't the mindless swirling stop for a while
Even we tried to make ourselves believe that
We'd get an electric stove next to the freezer
As Ellu always cried at work
So she got fired from that
And at nights we froze at the entrance of the local ATM
She was probably pregnant, again
I stole her a jacket from somewhere
I have no idea what I'm doing
The circumstances made me their hostage
Isn't anything enough in life
Couldn't the endless pressure stop for a while
How many times do you have to get beaten up in here
How quick can all the money and reputation just vanish
After Ellu was hit by a taxi
That didn't use a turning signal
When turning left, even though they claimed so
It was a humble little funeral
I'd want a similar one to myself
I have no idea what I'm doing
I'm already numbed to the feeling of pain
Isn't anything enough in life
Couldn't the mindless swirling stop for a while
Even we tried to make ourselves believe that
We'd get an electric stove next to the freezer
Isn't anything enough in life
Couldn't the endless pressure stop for a while
How many times do you have to get beaten up in here
How quick can all the money and reputation
Just vanish
Elina, what am I gonna do?