I was born with a name, but I don't remember it now. I am a traveller without a destination, a warrior without a war. I am not a martyr, nor a victim; I want no pity, I don't need an alibi, not today and even if the whole world goes to hell.
I named myself X. I am not sure who I am, nor who I was, but I live - and I will fight. I want to be someone I never thought I could be. No one can, and will never, change that. No one should dare judge me, because I'll be the judge and the witness. I will be the people and the jurors.
I will be both the executor and the mourner.
I will never give up. It bothers me that there isn't any blame. Do they really think that all I'm after is forgiveness? Most likely not. Repentence is only a simple consolation. But I want to live. I want to feel life, and start a journey so that I can feel alive. I want to see this world through new eyes. I want to feel the breath and power in my veins. I must live.