The countdown is starting
after a long wait
I will choose for myself
And make a decision on my own
I will be born out of my sadness and despair
and out of being trapped and broken
I will shatter my walls and my sun will
light up the darkness of this orbit
The countdown is starting
for a whole new life
The future won't decide for me anymore
Nor will fate impose its will upon me
I won't complain to my poor luck anymore
Nor my lonely heart
I will drown my whole past
And this stubborn pain
For the first time, I'm living
a sweet happy life
a crazy free life
A masterpiece I am painting with my own hands
I don't regret the past
I regret the things that did not happen
What is the point of life
without being able to choose?