Darkness
I didn’t see anything.
Unfamiliar eyes lost data.
I tried to turn my skin inside out
But the internal skin resembled mine too much.
I wanted to shove aside the years that stand between us
Without understanding
That there is no weapon in the world that, simply from the forcefulness of my love,
Will subdue time.
I won’t stop wanting.
I won’t stop wanting.
I won’t give in to this idea
That it isn’t possible, because it isn’t possible
And it isn’t possible.
It’s a matter of survival
Even if you tell me that enough already, and it’s over.
I have no choice but to want the possible.
Days
Days into nights
A hug that doesn’t end
And then in a moment it ends.
And when the emptiness exposes its face
It seems as if all that I wanted
Will never come
But
I won’t stop wanting…
Silence
Silence in the living room
Silence in the kitchen
Silence also on the phone.
All I wanted was to sleep,
But the petrifying noise penetrated my dream.
And finally, the story comes to an end.
I unwillingly sign the discharge papers.
I won’t stop wanting…