This pain is so great
That it's hard for me to breathe
I'm looking without seeing
My body is going numb
And my doubts flourish all the more
I can't look at anything anymore
I'm going to walk through the world without looking back
Erasing the way you look
I'm going to keep you at a distance
Even though my soul aches
And I need you in my days days
The silence is so heavy that it feels your absence
It's so hard to rememeber
I want so much to be rid of1the nightmare
I swear I'm going to wake up
I'm going to walk through the world without looking back
Erasing the way you look
I'm going to keep you at a distance
Even though my soul aches
And I need you in my days days
1. lit. to remedy