In the middle of my thoughts
You are now
And I feel that sometime
You will escape from me
But if you want,
I could,
I should not
But if you want,
You know it,
I would be
As you want me.
I should not,
But if you want,
I could,
Should not,
But not...
In the middle of your thoughts
You want to nail me to yourself
But you know, I would escape
But if you want,
I could,
Should not but not...
I don't want
To cook the heart for you any more
With thousand of smells and long lies
Which I am not able to say to you any more.
You don't want to listen to me any more
That the heart burns
And I am not able to lick love.
After me
There is another one
Who you don't see now
If you still throw in eyes
The words of hate,
Only the words of hate,
And you dress them in the black for me.
I don't want
To cook the heart for you any more,
To use a lie as a blade
Which I am not able to say.
You don't want to listen to me any more.
You have cut out the words on the skin
Which need to be licked.
No!
It doesn't live of me any more,
It doesn't die for me any more
But there is something what changes
In your and my memory.
I don't want
To cook the heart for you any more
With thousand of smells and long lies
Which I am not able to say to you any more.
You don't want to listen to me any more
That the heart burns
And I am not able to lick love.
After me
There is another one
Who you don't see now
If you still throw in eyes
The words of hate,
Only the words of hate,
And you dress them in the black for me.
And if you could be aware at least
That even without me
There is the rest,
No word of hate,
No black clothes for me
But just the words of love
And a colour,
And life for me.
What there is
I transform in my memory
About you.
You light in me
What you have extinguished in yourself...