Disorder lyrics

All the voices shout together

When I'm still awake

Oh, What's the words?

I can't remember all of my mistakes

No escape

What's that you say?

All my friends inside of my head keep shouting "disorder"

When I replay the things that I've said

I wish it was over

Let them say "I'm better off dead"

Just trust me I'm closer

Can't save myself inside my hell

Someone send some help

For my disorder

Disorder...

When I think I see the center

That's when I feel safe

Some days are worse and some are better

Only God can save what I break

Why am I this way?

I'm somewhere close but can't let go

Lost my mind but kept my soul

Moved so fast I couldn't just stop and catch it

I don't want their pills for self control

I swear that I'm closer

To finding that piece of my mind