Disguise lyrics

Spiraling inside my own disguise

“This is my design”

But we’re not here together

Mirror mirror tell me who you see

Am I you or me?

I can never remember

But you can’t hide forever

I found myself by losing hope

I lost my way to find a home

I hid myself to stay alive

Now I’m ready to face my disguise

I am locked within the box I built from the inside out

Reassured by my doubt I,

I don’t want this fucking codependent vice

But desperate measures call for desperate lies

Sick of wearing a mask

Sick of hiding my face

Sick of every motherfucker that is in my way

Sick of digging for answers

While you bury the truth

Fuck your method to my sadness, I will bury you

Dig

I will not become a figure of my mistakes

I will not become the mask / fear is not my fate

You can’t turn down anger

You can’t silence pain

You will not put out the fire that burns in me

That burns in me

I sold my soul to my disguise

I hid myself to stay alive

I found myself by losing hope

I lost my way to find a home

I hid myself to spite my eyes

I was losing myself In my disguise

Fear I follow

Safe in sorrow

(With) time l borrowed

I’m ready to face my disguise