Dipteyim Sondayım Depresyondayım [English translation]

Black smoke(train) came out the rails

my sieve is hanging(it is a turkish phrase that means "i am done")

i taste the pain from you

my heart is halfish

it is no more raining, my dreams are drought

my soil is cracked, my wheats are dead

i am at the bottom

i am at the end

i am in depression

i beg you please come and save me

describe me, use in the sentences

release me to all new meanigs