There are times,
When I want to hug you and hold you,
Tightly in my arms,
And speak only tender words to you
There are times,
That I want to live so simply and peacefully,
Without having mountains as obstacles
And to love you only with the lights turned down low
But there are some other times,
That something happens to me
A wild madness confuses my mind
I want to destroy everything I love
Even if I'm the first to be detroyed
Me, your beloved,
A prisoner in this divided body of mine,
Me and my other self,
Who strikes me like a relentless enemy,1
And it scares me, it changes me, it tears me to pieces
Me, your beloved,
A prisoner in this divided body of mine
There are times,
When I want to experience small values in some dream
I tell you how much I love you
And I feel like a person with sensitivities
But there are some other times,
That something happens to me
A wild madness confuses my mind
I want to destroy everything I love
Even if I'm the first to be detroyed
Me, your beloved,
A prisoner in this divided body of mine,
Me and my other self,
Who strikes me like a relentless enemy,
And it scares me, it changes me, it tears me to pieces
Me, your beloved,
A prisoner in this divided body of mine
1. Her other self is striking her