you get dressed – don't turn around
no word from you – I can hardly believe it
because everything I once did
makes me sick – I know
to you it looks different
& everything I once began
was not worth the day
now that it looks different
the cigarette after & the sekt before
& the kiss in the middle
that can't be all of it
the cigarette after & what one just says
the smoke disturbs the play
& slowly you say - adieu
you move your hand across your face – laugh a little too long
say just a word – do I trust you or not
because everything you also do
wakes my courage as new
to you it looks different
I don't want you to now go like that
that would not be worth the night
to me it looks different
I know you don't know me
but you can learn to
your laughter makes me lonely – when you now go &
it's too much dreamt of
when your hand is in my hand
the abyss is bearable
und der Kuss mittendrin
die Zigarette danach und was man halt so sagt
für mich sieht´s anders aus
...und langsam sagst du – vielleicht