Dear Love,
What are you doing to me?
It's not all too easy
with you
Occasionally you make me happy
But I'm afraid most of the time you don't
You turn the knife in my wounds
And in return I drink to you
I don't get you
when you talk to me
Everything
is too much for me
Maybe I don't even believe in you anymore
I've tried everything
Love does not love me
It's like a withdrawal
Love doesnot love me
Can't we just make up with eachother
in order to chase away the doubts
I've tried everything
Love does not love me
Dear Love,
I already gave my eyeteeth
A medicio does not help
I find no pup to fight it (either)
Slowly I genuinely start to believe
in a vicious curse
You don't take me seriously
Don't you ever get enough?
I persuade myself that
I'll cope with it
And I'll overcome my demon
I don't even know your face
This is not how it works
not for me.