Die Liebe liebt mich nicht [English translation]

Dear Love,

What are you doing to me?

It's not all too easy

with you

Occasionally you make me happy

But I'm afraid most of the time you don't

You turn the knife in my wounds

And in return I drink to you

I don't get you

when you talk to me

Everything

is too much for me

Maybe I don't even believe in you anymore

I've tried everything

Love does not love me

It's like a withdrawal

Love doesnot love me

Can't we just make up with eachother

in order to chase away the doubts

I've tried everything

Love does not love me

Dear Love,

I already gave my eyeteeth

A medicio does not help

I find no pup to fight it (either)

Slowly I genuinely start to believe

in a vicious curse

You don't take me seriously

Don't you ever get enough?

I persuade myself that

I'll cope with it

And I'll overcome my demon

I don't even know your face

This is not how it works

not for me.