If it matters at all then I understand you better now
I've felt excactly as hard and cold as you
You're afraid of big words and I'm afriad for everything
But follow me home so we can talk or not at all
I refuse to go where the road is too long
Because I can't find the way neither backwards of forwards
I'm so much better in a fantasy
Yet I know that you can't live in that
I lock a door, disappear on the road
I love my home but there's something wrong
You are the only one that never had any demands
When the other ones call and I see it I turn it off
It's been said that I deserve something more
But I wonder which part of me they see
Sometimes I forget that I'm free
That it wasn't like this it was supposed to be
There's a place ahead, I can see it vagely
Where everything is different and I am me
I feel the time going by but no stress
But I promise that I've left you until then
Yes, I promise that I've left you until then