Destruktiv blues [English translation]

If it matters at all then I understand you better now

I've felt excactly as hard and cold as you

You're afraid of big words and I'm afriad for everything

But follow me home so we can talk or not at all

I refuse to go where the road is too long

Because I can't find the way neither backwards of forwards

I'm so much better in a fantasy

Yet I know that you can't live in that

I lock a door, disappear on the road

I love my home but there's something wrong

You are the only one that never had any demands

When the other ones call and I see it I turn it off

It's been said that I deserve something more

But I wonder which part of me they see

Sometimes I forget that I'm free

That it wasn't like this it was supposed to be

There's a place ahead, I can see it vagely

Where everything is different and I am me

I feel the time going by but no stress

But I promise that I've left you until then

Yes, I promise that I've left you until then