I forgot to love
And at that time I tangled up
In your desires of illuminating my life
Incapable to understand
For you, I tried it
Move away, I don't want to cause you more scars
And even though sometimes I, myself, don't even understand
Now I know that I don't want to lose you
(chorus)
I write to you from my hell and wait for you in silence
I just want to wake up but I can't
Your warmth has turned into a winter
Now I don't want to turn back
Because of the fear to fall
In this dive without a net
I made a mistake, I came wearing lies
And it wasn't for once
Your desert and my thirst
Forgive me, I keep looking for the exit
And in the unknown, I'll determine my direction again
I'll fly like a paper plane
(chorus)
I write to you from my hell and wait for you in silence
I just want to wake up but I can't
Your warmth has turned into a winter
Now I don't want to turn back
(chorus)
I write to you from my hell and wait for you in silence
I just want to wake up but I can't
Your warmth has turned into a winter
Now I don't want to turn back