Sonny Black:
Man, even though Mom says that God won’t leave you, everything’s negative; my everyday life is determined by stress, my child
But I believe what I see, and I see a friend in jail
But I find it hard to pull the trigger ‘cause devil needs me – yeah
More money, more problems, and more who are jealous
Little by little, I realize how alone I am
I’m writing this shit down, blood drips on the paper
I don’t need anyone; I only need God, besides me
Time doesn’t heal wounds and you get used to it
The pain and then it’s quite possibly fear
Fear that won’t let you go anymore
And suddenly you freak out like never before
Tears become blood, which bead down your mother’s face
Has it paid off to become one of the young criminals?
Damn, I don’t believe it; but at that moment
You simply want to make money – Why?
No one believes in you
It’s the burden on your shoulders
At once you’ve got the blame
I seek my fortune with a compass
I just want the song to laugh
I can’t laugh because the street has hardened me
That’s why I want the song to laugh
My chest is made of steel and my soul is made of stone ¹
That’s why I want the song to laugh
I need to prove to myself that I’ve never hardened
That’s why I want the song to laugh
I can’t look at the sadness anymore, and my mom’s crying
That’s why I want the song to laugh
Frank White:
I hear them say that I was useless – I was unbearable
But I write wicked lyrics
And don’t wear the straightjacket anymore
I’m clean now ‘cause I’ve personally kicked the habit ²
This man still has fears on this night
He hears voices in his head and there’s a power struggle
They say:
Write your will and he writes eight sentences
He’s writing eight sentences, his last words
Birthday candles?
There weren’t any on the cake
He only had problems
Problems with himself
Problems with the environment
Man, problems with the world
Tell me, do you know the feeling when everyone shits on you?
When no one believes in you and everyone clearly shows it to you
You sit at home alone with paranoia in your head
Your mother just cries because your father beats her
Your friends are behind bars
You’re going to trial ³
And you realize how lost you are
You’re wondering about the sense of it
Why?
How come?
The swat team rushes in – totally cloaked in black
But on the street I seek for my fortune with a compass
It doesn’t fucking matter, man
I just want the song to laugh
I can’t laugh because the street has hardened me
That’s why I want the song to laugh
My chest is made of steel and my soul is made of stone
That’s why I want the song to laugh
I need to prove to myself that I’ve never hardened
That’s why I want the song to laugh
I can’t look at the sadness anymore, and my mom’s crying
That’s why I want the song to laugh