周りを気にして鬱になる [Depressed because of you] [Mawari o ki ni shite ni naru] [English translation]

You lived until now, good job. Well, "human right" never existed.

Being killed by other’s eye. They hanged me, who used to be energetic.

"Are you sure? Having a life like that?" My heart is broken and stopped beating.

I want to laugh from the bottom of my heart.

Everything is too troublesome. Don’t want to connect with anyone, anymore.

Even if they praised me, they talk shit behind me. Trust no one.

Annoying, disturbing, I hate you. But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.

Just leave it like this. How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.

"What am I living for?"

"I’m not your slave."

Never encountered people who can set me free.

Well, even if I met someone, communication disability.

Not able to chase after anyone.

I can’t come up with any word in my mind.

Void is my best friend. Cutters are my parents.

Fed up with mine sweeping. "Acting normal", it’s the worst.

Void is my best friend. Cutters are my parents. Fed up with mines weeping.

Just make yourself happy. However you want.

Everything is too troublesome. Don’t want to connect with anyone, anymore.

Even if they praised me, they talk shit behind me. Trust no one.

Annoying, disturbing, I hate you. But my most hated thing, is myself being like this.

Just leave it like this. How great would it be, if I can escape from my depression.