I dont want you to know
that for the past two months I'm always at home alone.
I dont want you to know
how ugly I feel with black bags under my eyes.
I dont want you to know
that I dont care if I live or I don’t live.
I dont want you to know
how much I love you.
I dont want you to know
that I spend my time waiting for a phone call from you.
I dont want you to know
that I wear you clothes so I can feel you close to me.
I dont want you to know
that I lost my appetite and I've lost half my weight.
I dont want you to know
that I think of you day and night.
I dont want you to know
that for you i’m dust i’m land. (that I'd do anything for you.)
I dont want you to know
that because of you I drink 'till I'm drunk.
I dont want you to know
that because of you I feel I'm falling into a comma
Like an old picture my colour is gradually fading away.
I dont want you to know
that for you i’m dust i’m land. (that I'd do anything for you.)
I dont want you to know
that I'm still living for you.
I dont want you to know
that when they tell you that I'm fine it's all just lies.
I dont want you to know
that I'm always in the same room living with shadows and ghosts.
I dont want you to know
that I fall asleep with pills every morning.
I dont want you to know
that for me you are everything.
I dont want you to know
that everything going on in the world does not matter to me.
I dont want you to know
that I dont care about anything anymore I feel so emotionless.
I dont want you to know
that I'm alway alone and I dont want to see anyone.
I dont want you to know
how much I love you.
I dont want you to know
that for you i’m dust i’m land. (that I'd do anything for you.)
I dont want you to know
that because of you I drink 'till I'm drunk.
I dont want you to know
that because of you I feel I'm falling into a comma
Like an old picture my colour is gradually fading away.
I dont want you to know
that for you i’m dust i’m land. (that I'd do anything for you.)
I dont want you to know
that I'm still living for you.