Why does he have it
And not me?
Why am I here
And not somewhere else?
Like where everyone else is at
Where everyone else is at
And why can't I...?
Why do I always let it
Get back in me again?
This grudge is ripping my brain apart!
And the monster whispers softly:
"You can't anymore,
You can't anymore."
I can't hold out much longer
I'll throw the Yellow Monster out
It burrows itself in the middle of my heart
And it starts all over again
(So) that I can never be anything else
The grudge changes my face
The Yellow Monster is none other than myself
And it makes me blind
Let me be evil,
Become a slave
Of my own
World of thoughts
Till it collapses in on itself
And is unable to stop me.
I inject myself with poison
I want it to affect everything
Horror flourishes in my heart
I am my only terrorist
And I'm already lying in the gutter
Just as the monster softly whispers:
"You can't anymore,
You can't anymore."
I can't hold out much longer
I'll throw the Yellow Monster out
It burrows itself in the middle of my heart
And it starts all over again
(So) that I can never be anything else
The grudge changes my face
The Yellow Monster happens to be me!