[Chorus: Şanışer]
To streets never washed
To wilds never inhabited
I was condemned, as if that's the world
To lies never bought
To books never read
I was condemned
I was condemned
To hell made of empty smiles
To a loveless, I¡in just world, I was condemned
I have few memories left
I was like fire, I hurt everyone I touched
How objective am I in remembering events?
In how many of them was I wrong, who knows?
It didn't matter, all parties took the fall
I want to make peace with everyone
All the bittersweet things I have been through
I can no longer stand the yelling, the fighting
I have just made a major decision about my future
Because everyone hurts me, yet noone heals me
I compare myself to Istanbul
And Istanbul is the loneliest city I know
Once you hit a rough patch, you learn to forgive
I forgave everyone, I am at odds with only myself
I bought my head, but I stand up straighter
And I guess I am not as sad as before, I am even sadder
Chorus: Şanışer]
To streets never washed
To wilds never inhabited
I was condemned, as if that's the world
To lies never bought
To books never read
I was condemned
I was condemned
Where I found myself where I shot down a love
To where I stood in fire at the end of a path, I was condemned
Condemned once again
Condemned once again
Key in my hand, doors ahead
I was condemned to a darkness I was locked in
Condemned once again
Hear my voice
Hold out your hand
Pull me out
Save me
Hear my voice
Hold out your hand
Pull me out
Save me
Chorus: Şanışer]
To streets never washed
To wilds never inhabited
I was condemned, as if that's the world
To lies never bought
To books never read
I was condemned
I was condemned
Author's Comment: This English lyrics is in the official video, not mine