I choose to leave and isolate myself
Mom, I don't know how to explain it but I'm sorry
The counselor clearly neglected me
And being the dumbass I am, I just let it be
And everyday, I think of stopping
People want to turn me into an entity
I'm going to ditch everything
I'm only human, I might end up croaking
And I had to mingle in the street
Step by step, I kept telling myself this ain't real
Dad, mom, dudes, sorry
I have this urge to isolate myself
(x2)
Brothers, I think I might leave as well
To join my people, the Dingaris
Paris became Alcatraz
I'm fed up with all those fines and the paperwork that comes with it
Their heart is black and thin like a Senegalese
When you listen to them, you might think bleeding is a must
All I want is my wife, my faith and my children
And for that, believe me,
I shall use all my strength
(chorus x2)
Please forgive me, grandmother
I'd have came to visit you if I had more money
But you know, things here aren't that easy
In France, misery for sure keeps you company
Sorry to my mathematics, English and French teachers
No need to worry: I received a good beating from my father
Sorry, Mr. Banker
But if I leave, I won't miss you
(chorus x2)
Mom, dad, I'm telling you "on diarama"
I know that in your minds, you're already there
Even though I keep saying it but the truth is, I lost my faith
I fucked up and I started from the end
I shouldn't have pursued music while young
I should have listen to you, dad, while young
I feel guilty
When I see what this merciless country did to you
(chorus x2)
I choose to leave and isolate myself
Mom, I don't know how to explain it but I'm sorry
The counselor clearly neglected me
And being the dumbass I am, I just let it be
And everyday, I think of stopping
People want to turn me into an entity
I'm going to ditch everything
I'm only human, I might end up croaking