Dépendance [English translation]

I hate you as I always loved you

But you led me in silence

In the darkness of an addiction

That I try (and I try and try to go away from this hell)

to leave behind (but I ain't strong enough to believe in myself)

That I try (so I stay in the dark addicted to my sadness)

to erase (and I stay in the dark, and I stay in the dark)

But I hope for nothing more

A dose to touch the forbidden

Another to forget yourself

A dose just to find again

The first effect

A dose more to dream

An addiction that you believe controls you

A dose too much to lose all hope

I hate myself

Because I doubtlessly loved

But you left me in silence

Alone against this fucking addiction

I consume myself, I feel emptied

I was the one who believed I could control everything

I don't see that death

Is what attracts me into its arms

A dose to touch the forbidden

Another to forget yourself

A dose just to find again

The first effect

A dose more to dream

An addiction that you believe controls you

A dose too much to lose all hope

If my eyes shine again

It's just the desire to remake a fake agreement

Just a false sense of hope

My only help comes from you

My addiction!

A dose to touch the forbidden

Another to forget yourself

A dose just to find again

The first effect

A dose more to dream

An addiction that you believe controls you

A dose too much to quit breathing