Listening to your faint breath,
[And] seeing your helpless expression,
I no longer feel that the world has a lot of beauty,
When I am close to you.
I cannot hold you tightly,
That pure white body.
I’m endlessly filthier [than you]
When I am close to you.
Opening up eyes which won’t shed tears,
[I] fixate at this completely unfamiliar self,
How has everything became so funny
When I am close to you? When I'm close to you?