当我靠近你 [dāng wǒ kào jìn nǐ] [English translation]

Listening to your faint breath,

[And] seeing your helpless expression,

I no longer feel that the world has a lot of beauty,

When I am close to you.

I cannot hold you tightly,

That pure white body.

I’m endlessly filthier [than you]

When I am close to you.

Opening up eyes which won’t shed tears,

[I] fixate at this completely unfamiliar self,

How has everything became so funny

When I am close to you? When I'm close to you?