Cuantas veces [English translation]

I said so many things

to convince myself

that is only fantasy

just the irony of loving you so much

I couldn't say what I felt

in my soul

I can't hold you

and how many times I tried

You convinced me that loving

was playing without forgiving

and today when you left I will know

that I shouldn't hurt myself

and today I know that I was not the one who fell

I knew how to value

And today I know that I should never have cried

I believed more in you than in me

and that's not my truth

I got tired of your indecision

and today I plan to leave

what I gave you

It wasn't enough that I

give myself completely to you

for a little love

How many things did I invent

to love you

all fantasy, it was the irony

of loving you so much

how many times did I say

to convince myself

time will heal everything and I

today I knew how to value

And today I know that I should never have cried

I believed more in you than in me

and that's not my truth

I got tired of your indecision

and today I plan to leave

what I gave you

It wasn't enough that I

give myself completely to you

for a little love