Crystal Clear lyrics

Now it's crystal clear

You never really understood the reason

I was coming was to

Bounce and disappear, but I did it

And I'm proud that I found it in the clouds

But what about princess pure

Oh princess pure she's a mixed up gear

In a clogged up engine

God's addicted to calm withdrawal

And this I fear, this I fear

You wanna talk about fear

I can tell you 'bout fear

A little itty bitty something

Like what's in here

I get excited and open up

Think I might have found something that's never been touched

Then of course hmm I get too close

Get burned trying to shut it

But it just won't close

So I suppose it's time for me to learn another lesson

That I wouldn't have known if I didn't adhere

To the voice that I hear In the back of my head

When I'm all on my own on a road that twists and turns

Now this concern is already old and frozen stiff

All is know it's a gift to serve the distance within

What I hope and observe is a moment

Away from going a way and poking a hole

I hope that that it works

I hope that it bursts everything apart

Until I finally understands the reason that it hurts

And hold it in the dark

Cuz the minute that we understand the reason that we're hear

Is to focus on the spark that ignited the light that

We chase every single second of the day

The reflection we make will make us

One with the stars

And it won't seem so far away-

Almost so close

Distance is an enemy

With no heart cope with the image of a mess to clean

This is not fair

Share this with almost everything

Picture, now float

Who are you to tell me

I should go with the flow of life

When I know there's a little boy

Who would die for a little bowl of rice

No one loves him

And those he loves

Show him how to fight

So he grows up, lonely and frightened

All he knows is destruction right

Roll with the punches

Nothing's right

It's all sideways croaked and cracked

Tangled twisted

Around angles and made to collapse

Hating my past is a mistake I'd hate to regret

Maybe death is just the way that we behave when we're dead

But I'm not

So I got a lot of shock and I'm not ready to give up

No sir, not yet

Not until I figure out the reason that we sit and watch

It all blow up in our face

Instead making it end

Stop this conflict

Constant process over and over and over again

Till no one is friends

And no one believes we can open our flesh

Hop over the fence

Blow in the wind

Control our own fate

Nothing's gonna change

When we show no pain

Hold it all in

So it won't go away

Must dream bigger

Must stay awake

Trust me please

You're not ugly disbelief

Someone loves me

Convince me what it is I'm running from

Cuz you're the only one I know who knows

I know I'm not okay