I thought
I would be able to forget
Certain old habits.
I thought
I would no longer remember
Some things that have already passed
I thought
I could deceive myself by saying
That these things of a life in common
Wouldn't leave marks
I didn't imagine
I would be longing for
The small words
Of those simple phrases
We say before going to sleep
In the morning
A "good morning" in the bed
The informal talk
The kiss after the breakfast
The cigarette, the newspaper
The habits speak to me of things,
Of old facts
I can't forget the happy evenings
With our friends
The end of a date
The early morning
The cuddling up in the bed
The lights down
All these things
That only time
Can make us forget
And then, I see myself as lonely as I am now
And I breathe all the freedom
that someone would dream of
Suddenly, being on my own
Even scares me
Sometimes it costs me a lot
To admit a 'me' without you.
How can I forget the habits
If I haven't even forgotten about you?