It was in uttermost consciousness
That I lost your love
With the mere intention of saving you
Today you hate me, and I go off
Into the corner to cry over you happily
You must have a horrible
Memory of me
You must see me in your mind's eye beating you
Like an evil man
But if you only knew how generous
It was of me to give you this in return for your good love
Sun of my life!
I was a failure
And on my way down
I sought to leave you aside
Because I loved you so, so much
That in my prayers
In order to save you,
The only thing I could think of was to make you hate me
Today after a hellish year
I saw you pass by
I bit my tongue so I wouldn't call out to you
You looked as beautiful as a sun
People even stopped to stare at you!
I don't know
If the man that loves you so deserves you
I only know that the cruel life of destitution that I could offer you
Justifies me now that I see you as a queen
Because you're surely better off
Far away from me...
Sun of my life!
I was a failure
And on my way down
I sought to leave you aside
Because I loved you so, so much
That in my prayers
In order to save you,
The only thing I could think of was to make you hate me