I remember when you came you didn't even look at me
I was just one among hundreds
And yet they were yours,
First flirtations.
How come couldn't i see
that there are forbidden elevators,
that there are shared sins,
and that you were so close?
I disguise myself as you.
You disguise yourself as me.
And we play at being humans
in this gray room.
I do the impossible for you
You glide around me
and we play being two cats
that don't want to sleep.
My anchors didn't stop your instincts,
nor yours, my complaints,
I had let myself loose
and let myself shiver.
I want you to go on squeezing me
without me telling you anything
That your fingertips become swollen
attached to my vertexes
I disguise myself as you.
You disguise yourself as me.
And we play at being humans
in this gray room.
I do the impossible for you
You glide around me
and we play being two cats
that don't want to sleep.
I don't know what just happened
I only felt darts inside.
Our uncomfortable position
dilated in space
The pain sinks into my side
the corners become blurry
I am thirsty and I'm swallowing,
I don't want to not be by your side
I disguise myself as you.
You disguise yourself as me.
And we play at being humans
in this gray room.
I do the impossible for you
You glide around me
and we play being two cats
that don't want to sleep.
I will die of desire to tell you
that I will miss you...
And the words leave me,
I'm empty inside
I pretend that I don't know, and that you haven't found out
I pretend that I don't like being with you...
And as I get lost inside myself
I remember you effortlessly
I will die in wanting to tell you
that I will miss you.