I get up
And I jostle you
You don't wake up
As usual
On you,
I pull the sheet up
I'm afraid you're cold
As usual
My hand
Barely touches your hair
Almost despite myself
As usual
But you
You're turning your back on me
As usual
And then
I quickly dress up
I leave the bedroom
As usual
All alone
I drink my coffe
I'm late
As usual
Noiselessly
I leave the house
Everything's grey outside
As usual
I'm cold
I pull my collar up
As usual
As usual
All day long
I'll play
I'll pretend
As usual
I'll smile
Yes, as usual
I'll even laugh
As usual
And at last, I'll live
Yes, as usual
And then
Day will pass
And I'll come back
As usual
You
You'll be out
Not here yet
As usual
All alone
I'll put myself to bed
Into this big cold bed
As usual
My tears
I'll hide them
As usual
As usual
Even at night
I'll play
I'll pretend
As usual
You'll come in
As usual
I'll wait for you
As usual
You'll smile at me
Yes, as usual
As usual
You'll undress
As usual
You'll put yourself to bed
As usual
We'll kiss
As usual
As usual
We'll pretend
Yes, as usual
We'll make love
Yes, as usual
We'll pretend
Yes, as usual...