My throat now cries here alone
I am throwing everything in the air with my head
between my fingers
I feel the fire that devours me
like a hurricane that sweeps me and pulls up the air
Today I am not smiling
I am clenching my fists and screaming
I feel I am going crazy, today I will not have
coffee
I am here now
In this moment
I am biting the world because there is not
peace in me.
Salt, it is a wave and salt
I am becoming acidic, a little cynical, unpleasant
moody
also asthmatic, manic, neurotic.
It’s traveling, up and down in me it’s traveling
The anger travels, locked in a cage in
the haze
and it almost seems the desire from my lips leaves
like sand.
Yes, I know that I am a little exaggerated
Scream, yell, I am trembling and I admit it
I am a little ashamed
I am comforted only by chocolate
I do not resist eating and I am hiding
myself from the mirror.
Today I am nervous
worse than a bride
I am not putting on makeup, I am not getting dressed, I am not
liking myself, no
I am doing a little yoga
they are saying that it works it off
but I am resist a little and a little later I go back.
Salt, it is a wave and salt
I am becoming acidic, a little cynical, unpleasant
moody
also asthmatic, manic, neurotic.
It’s traveling, up and down in me it’s traveling
The anger travels, locked in a cage in
the haze
and it almost seems the desire from my lips leaves
like sand.