Till death
I want to forget
The details of your body's nooks and crannies
To throw away
The smell of laughter
Like things already once tossed out of my head
Tossed
It hurls and throws me in the end
The evil thoughts
I don't hurl or throw myself
I don't protect myself
With every minute of every new day
I love you
Less each time
The world halts
My pulse stops
Like a heavy drop I fall onto a deck
and break apart
Washing away
Evaporating disappearing
As if there were no tomorrow
Already the sun's daylight bangs on the door
You should go now
You have to go now
It hurls and throws me in the end
The evil thoughts
I don't hurl or throw myself
I don't protect myself
With every minute of every new day
I love you
I love you
Less each time