что стоит [Chto Stoit] [English translation]

I have been all by myself for so long with a broken soul

[I just didn't get the meaning of this line, sorry...!!]

Grieving with me among the shatters another drama

Another deadlock at the end of the road

The legs could keep going but there's nowhere to go

I'm puzzling over it, running a hand over my face

The skin is dry - tears dripping inside

Maybe it's age or maybe just tiredness

Blaming mayself for everything, what is the cost of this feeling

When the youth is from outside but from inside there's senescence

What is worth this night without sleep

What is worth this day without a dream

What is worth the endless lonelyness

And life without love