Yesterday, I asked myself:
"What will you do tomorrow?
After twenty-two years,
you still have no idea."
But I clearly see neither
where I should go
nor what will guide me.
I sense in silence
that the answer is not to be had.
I see in my own eyes
mistrust but it really is not.
This is just the misunderstood
gaze of someone who
does not know where things will end up.
Who knows
how I will end up—
where I will end up—
what I will do?
Who knows
how I will end up—
where I will succeed?
I touch my man
and feel some peace.
I gaze into his eyes
and there is an easy way out.
It would be so simple
to live only for him—
but, in reality, it is not that easy.
I will continue searching for myself.
Where are you?
I will search for that island
that I promised to him once upon a time.
A star will guide me
but I no longer remember what it is,
but one day I will make it there.
Who knows
when I will arrive—
where I will arrive—
what I will do?
Who knows
how I will end up—
when I will succeed?
Who knows?
Ah, who knows how I will end up?
But I know—
I—I will succeed.
Who knows?
Who knows how I will end up?
But I—I will get there...