I am sorry for being silent, while you want to chat
For my Cherophobia and severe lack of attention
And for the trap that I walked you into
I need you away and I need you with me
I am sorry for being silent, while you want to chat
For not believing in happiness, for believing in whining
And for stopping smoking for two days only
I want you with me, but I don't want you to suffer
I am sorry for being here and for not
For wanting to be alone, for being what depression is made of
For making you attached to things you're bound to leave
And for making you less happy just by being here
I am sorry for talking and for being silent
And for being here and not