冲动的惩罚 [Chōng dòng de chéng fá] [English translation]

After the first snowfall...

That night I was drunk, holding your hand,

Talking carelessly,

Just considering the suppressed feelings inside my heart,

A frantic confession,

My intoxicated eyes,

I already couldn't see your face clearly,

I forget how you reacted at the time,

I held your hand in my palm,

I mistakenly thought that you weren't angry,

So I thought,

That you would realize my good intentions,

Until the moment that you turned away,

I gradually sober up,

I know that I am imposing my world on you,

I still don't have the courage,

How do you treat the feelings in your heart?

Until now you still haven't mentioned anything to me,

I'm talking to myself, simple thoughts,

It seems like this is just a joke to you,

So I am sad,

Despite the your scent lingering on my hand

If only you knew how many cups I had to drink that day,

You won't ever understand how beautiful you are,

I wouldn't have believed when I saw you the first time,

That I would love you so absolutely,

But I believe the feeling in my heart,

It comes so quickly and directly,

Even though my heart is wild and I can't quench this fire,

I still believe that God meant for us to meet,

If I had never smelled your perfume on my hand,

I would never have to toss and turn to sleep,

Just thinking of your beauty,

Smelling your scent,

Struggling as I wander in the ice and fire of lust,

If this isn't God letting fate tease me,

I won't feel as bad when I think of you,

Just forget you,

I should just forget you,

This is the best punishment for impulsiveness,

This is the best punishment for impulsiveness.