Canzone triste [English translation]

I don't know where I'm going

I'm walking in the dark, hiding myself like a thief

and I crumble every time I fall

'cause here reality has more facet than a die

I've never been able

to say that for you I'd be a slave

Previously at least I called you

now I'm not feeling good, I drink like a Slavic

Every time you said to me "you're not okay,

I don't believe in you anymore"

I smoke and I press on play, but not as I want to do

I suffer like Cobain if I'm not with hwe

So I go out with my parents

and I stay defeated, I smoke five bongs

and I've written the remaind in this lyric

but anyway it hurts, do you know bro

It's useless that you persist

I'm not feeling okay, you've seen my eyes

but we must be realist

Life is a shit, and I write sad songs

and I don't care if you're hissing

With music I assume my risks

but we must be realist

Life is a shit, and I write sad songs

I've never explained to you again

that it's for this that I'm feeling desperate

that because of you there's nothing logic more

after all the mistakes I've ignored

In this days I'm going away

I write my obsessions and I record them

and consequences are always heavy

and you've the nerve to demand me "why do you drink?"

'Cause not having you is like be starved

and inside I become as black as tar is

'Cause looking for something other and forgetting the text

is like comparing gold and copper

Something can work only if you believe in it

I'm signaling myself, tell me if you see me

'cause I wouldn't write so if I don't have you more

I don't tell you anything else, yeah

It's useless that you persist

I'm not feeling okay, you've seen my eyes

but we must be realist

Life is a shit, and I write sad songs

and I don't care if you're hissing

With music I assume my risks

but we must be realist

Life is a shit, and I write sad songs

By now you have understood that this song is dedicated

at who, like me, hasn't the heart sane

Who has it polished, he's feeling tailed

by the anxiety for not take what he has prepared

and the awakening isn't discreet at all

the headache is for all the times you haven't thinked about it

Be crazy thinking that you weren't able

every time she say "I'm going away again"

It's like a rock hitting me

'Cause I'm still paying the pain

Therefore if I have a bomb I don't swap it

'cause my head is a bomb with password

And then I destroy myself with all I find

but ignore it, 'cause it isn't nothing new

and I've written it to you in this lyric

but anyway it hurts, do you know bro

It's useless that you persist

I'm not feeling okay, you've seen my eyes

but we must be realist

Life is a shit, and I write sad songs

and I don't care if you're hissing

With music I assume my risks

but we must be realist

Life is a shit, and I write sad songs