Someday I will learn the reason why some things happen
I'm starting to learn how my heart walks
I rush, I jump into the emptiness
And after that I sit down and start searching for myself
And I search, I search for myself, I search and I can't find myself
I search, I search and I can't find myself
I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search and search and search and I can't find myself
And I search, I search and I can't find myself
I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search and search for myself...
And I don't stop searching and I walk in circles
And I think non stop
And I look at myself in the mirror, slowly
I analyse myself and again I get angry at myself
And I tell myself “Come on, woman!
There is a remedy for everything except death”
And I stand up feeling very confident
But then I break down in tears like a goth girl
Sometimes I think "I’m not having fun anymore"
And the next day there's no sun that will put me to sleep
I start running searching for who knows what
Thinking that maybe it's possible to get over this
Sometimes I think "I’m not having fun anymore"
And the next day there's no sun that will put me to sleep
I start running searching for who knows what
Thinking that maybe it's possible to get over this
And meanwhile I search, I search and I can't find myself
I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search, I search and I can't find myself
I search and search and search for myself...
And after my body stops crying
I will throw a little twig into the sea
So that it will become a boat for a shipwrecked sailor
And I will attach a beacon to it so that it won't stumble
And now that I have reached the bottom of a pool
That didn't have even a single drop of water
I will pick up my broken, little wings
And stick them back together piece by little piece
And I will fly
I'm like a roller coaster that goes up and down
That laughs and keeps quiet in confusion
I let myself be carried away
By whatever the days want to show to me
I'm like a roller coaster that goes up and down
That laughs and keeps quiet in confusion
I let myself be carried away
By whatever the days want to show to me
And I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search and search and search for myself...
Sometimes I think "I’m not having fun anymore"
And the next day there's no sun that will put me to sleep
I start running searching for who knows what
Thinking that maybe it's possible to get over this
And meanwhile I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search and search and search
And search and search
And search and I can't find myself
And I search, I search and I can't find myself
And I search, I search, I search for myself
I search for myself, I search for myself...