Bu kez anladım [English translation]

This time I understood,

I'm passing through a bridge made of dried branches.

I was there,

I know cities that swallowed professional loners.

This time I understood,

I'm feeling tiny pieces of happiness faked out of sadness.

I was there,

I know waters that drowned clumsy lovers.

Neither allies,

nor the location of shelters are known.

I lost today, I lost myself, now it is null and void.

It has no end, I chose empitiness out of many voids.

I gave up today, I gave up everything, this heart has no strength left.

All the pieces of me that I'm told won't bleed are in a welter of blood.

Both innocent and weak also strengthless...

This time I understood,

I hide in bulwarks made of cartoons.

I was there,

I know endings that destroyed peaceful timez.