Bu Benim Hayatım [English translation]

My love, when you read theses lines, I'll have gone

It's a traditional way. I know

But I couldn't find a better one

I forgot to write a letter

I couldn't speak either

In order to not to separate on you face to face

But

Who knows howmany memories in my life

I carry them on my neck like a necklace without questioning

I used to hold them as a part of my body

This invisible chain has broken

It turned into blue

Of course, it still hurts inside

There is always a sense of guilt

There is always fear

Digging harder than I thought

The ripped dress

A life has been chosen for me

Made for my own sake

A spiked throne

It has gone like dust with the wind

My reflection in the mirror

Said: "Relax. It's all fiction"

We are not this made up recipe

My love, I have gone

Forgive me

Those eyes are crying like a fountain

Either love be from the bottom of the heart

Or this heart will love lonely

This is my story

This is my life

If it was love, let it be love

The arrow has been shot

With its ups and downs

If it was a fight, let it be

Bring it on

Ah, is it separation agin, or is it you one more time?

You have finished me. So let me alone

Does love always hurts like that?

From earth to sea

Goodbye my love

I'm leaving you

I've gone to the road. What a journey

There is no coming back from this road

I've collected my broken pieces

One day, somehow, I'll mend them together

This is my story

This is my life

If it was love, let it be love

The arrow has

With its ups and downs

If it was a fight, let it be

Bring it on