My last cigarette sticks to my lungs
My words shiver in front of you
Full of hope and fear
You see me sitting here petrified
Without love - empty and sick
Bleeding - exhausted
But your love is flowing through my veins
I'm not dead - no - I'm not dead
I still hear your voice talking to me
Still feel your lips touching me
Still shines your light on me
Still love you
Still want to know you
Want to feed on your spirit
Want to get lost within you
All your beauty - all your radiance
The sentence of my love
Now I ask you - where are you?
Where are you now?
My hope vanishes through my hands
Desp! air enclosed in my heart
I feel love inside me
I hear lies and s weet words from you
My biological-clock - smashed
Cursed memories
And I always loved you
Still hear your voice calling me
Still feel your lips touching me
Still shines your light on me
Still love you
Please come back
Please