How long did I search for your affection,
And I was drunk, drunk and lost
From loving you so much.
I remember that I was little
And I didn't go to school because I couldn't stand six hours
Without seeing you. Always together, my affection grew
And one day you yelled at me "I like men, children bore me".
And there I went to break my destiny, and in a cantina, I traded
My marbles for glasses of wine.
I was so mad at myself,
I didn't have a mustache, nor did I have a gun, nor did I ride a horse.
I was so mad at myself, I was barefoot
And you liked the boots of a charro.
I let time go by, I fought against everything
I felt the years falling on my back.
And one night that I didn't expect you, you came back
In silence and gave a kiss to my closed mouth.
I couldn't tell you to leave nor did I want you to see that I had been writing your name a thousand times
I just put you in my arms
I let my pride break into pieces.
I was finally a man.