Tired of this
Done with that
Never satisfied with where I’m at
I sit and think what to do
Just a ************* Bore
Without a clue
Shot my drugs
Drank my booze
Tired of joy and self abuse
Eternally jaded through and through
Just a self-loathing ****
Without a clue
Bored to death
Oh, I’m just bored to tears
Same old ****Just different day & year
Killed myself but that got boring too
So beyond the point
Where it’s not true
Far beyond high
Dramatically low
Eternal stare, as if I care to know
All of this struggle
All this work
In the end you die like some moronic jerk
Shot my drugs
Drank my booze
Tired of joy and self abuse
Eternally jaded through and through
Just a self-loathing ****
Without a clue
The colors that I see are all bleeding
The sound that was is now standing still
I wonder when it was that all faded?
A dullen corpse which cannot be killed