Болка моя [Bolka moya] [English translation]

If you knew how many times

I imagined suffocating you with my own two hands

How many times at night I feel tempted (to do it)

But love wins in the end

I know you're with her and I drink

If I kill you, you will be my first one

But you're some kind of magic

Without you I'm a tragedy

Chorus:

I miss you so much, pain of mine

Come here again, come here again, come here again

I promise to be yours

You're the best bastard in the world!

I reach the bottom every night1

And I raise my glass for you

Lie to me that I'm enough for you

Call me, here I come again

Your love is hard to explain

It's like there are two people inside you

One who makes me feel loved

And one who makes me lose my mind2

I know you're lying and I'm going crazy

But I'll forgive you when you come back

I never learned to find closure

I don't know how to walk away from you

Chorus:

I miss you so much, pain of mine

Come here again, come here again, come here again

I promise to be yours

You're the best bastard in the world!

I reach the bottom every night

And I raise my glass for you

Lie to me that I'm enough for you

Call me, here I come again

1. "reach the bottom" as in "being extremely unhappy or unsuccessful" and "reach the bottom" as in "the bottom of the glass" which goes with the next line"2. Literally, my health