Blue & Grey [English translation]

Where is my angel

The one that brings the end of the day

Someone come and save me, please

I just need to sigh after the end of the tiring day

It looks like everyone is happy

Can you look at me? Cuz I am blue & grey

The meaning of the tears reflected in the mirror is

My colors hidden behind my laughter, blue & grey

I don't know when it all went wrong

Since I was little, my head was filled with blue question marks

So I don't know how I lived so passionately

But if I look behind me, I'm standing all alone

The sharp shadow that swallowed me alive

Even now I still don't know whether the blue question marks

Are anxiety or depression

Or if it's really the creature called regret

Or if it's the me that loneliness gave birth to

I still don't understand this frosty, vicious blue

I have to make sure it doesn't take me over, I'll find an exit for sure

I just wanna be happier

Melt the frozen me

The hands I've extended so many times

This colorless echo

Oh this ground feels so heavier

I am singing by myself

I just wanna be happier

Am I being too greedy

The feeling when I'm walking down the cold winter road

The sound of my racing heart

I still feel it now

Don't say you're okay

Because you're not okay

I beg of you, don't leave me alone, it hurts too much

I always walk these roads and feel this light

But this time it feels like an unfamiliar scene

Have I gotten dull, or have I become broken

But these chains are heavy

The charging grey rhino

I face unfocused

I don't feel like myself at this moment

I'm just not afraid

I don't believe in the god called confidence

Words like vibrant colors are uncomfortable

The broad range of grey is comfortable

This grey contains millions of expressions

If the rain comes, it's my world

I dance to the top

To the fog on a mild day

We're always together on a rainy day

To all this dust that's gathered here

I raise a toast

I just wanna be happier

Feel the temperature of my hand

Because it's cold I need you all the more

Oh this ground feels so heavier

I am singing by myself

If there ever comes a day where I laugh again

I'll make sure to tell you

I secretly gathered the words that floated in the air

Now I'm starting to fall asleep at dawn, good night