I still have blue marks
And some of them are from you
And still this fear
I could loose them all
But tonight I will party
As if it was my last
Beacuse I will celebrate the two of us
And I look back at us
And I still can't sleep again
For months I already feel awake
As if I was secretly waiting for you
I keep watch until daylight
The glas in front of my eyes is already empty again
I want to celebrate not mourn
Absolutely alone
Without you I'll go crazy
Carry my heart in my hand
I and throw it after you
Catch it, hold it tight, or simply throw it away
Maybe I do not need it anymore
I still have blue marks
I still have blue marks
I still have warm hands
And that is a little bit because of you
And still this shiver
Though I do not freeze
The scars are also because of you
They still hurt a lot these days
I will celebrate us and not wait
Absolutely alone